I have recently come to realise a pretty sad truth.... I have forgotten how to be happy! It was at least two and a half years since the last time I was truly happy. I am tired of being miserable. I am tired of hating my life. I am sick of every tiny task feeling like a huge battle. I am tired of being angry and abusive to my kids who don't deserve it. I am exhausted. I am alone. I see no end in sight!
I just had to get that out there.... tomorrow I will go back to getting on with it because I am 'mum', that is my job and there is no escaping that!
**disclaimer - PLEASE do not respond. I do not want a response. I do not want sympathy, that's not why I posted this.. I just needed to tell it to someone - even if that someone is no one!**
